FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:

• your the greatest best friend i’ve ever had and i don’t know if you’ll ever know how much you truly mean to me, but being away from you after living with you for 3 years and being friends with you since kindergarden has been more difficult for me then i could of ever imagined. i cant wait to be in the same city as you again.
• I thought you were the greatest boy i had ever met, i was VERY wrong. I still fight the urge to try to talk to you all the time even though i know it ends in disappointment.
• You are the two greatest humans a girl could grow up with, you’ve supported me and backed me up in all my right and wrong choices. Its a good feeling knowing I have two people who have watched me grow up that will always have my back and love me regardless.
• I can’t wait to watch you grow up, your already a gorgeous little girl. You mean the world to me.
• I miss our feasts, talks, rants, laziness, trips, sushi, random museum and zoo outings, dinners and movies downtown. soon we shall revive all of this
  
  TEN things about yourself:

• Born and Raised in Oklahoma
• I was once in extra in Elizabethtown and was in scene (that was cut) with Orlando Bloom and got to eat lunch with Cameron Crowe ( Still to this day one of the best days of my life.)
• I’ve burnt myself out on shows, I don’t like going unless its a favorite band or friend
• Every time i see a good movie, afterwards i get depressed / extremely jealous that i didn’t get to work on the set.
• Film will always be my first love.
• I have very low self confidence, and always feel people have rights before me
• I have to take shots everyday for the rest of my life, until science determines otherwise.
• I have MS, which means when i’m older i could be crippled from it. If i sit and think about it too long I get extremely depressed. But I don’t think it will happen considering i’m doing great medically.
• I no longer think its a fun idea to have no car and only public transportation.
• I embarrass easily
• When i lived in oklahoma all i could talk about was moving to chicago, now that im in chicago all i can think about is getting back to okc where i belong.

SEVEN ways to win your heart:

• laugh
• like to go to the movies
• be honest.
• be atleast semi up to date with pop culture
• keep it simple and dont act like everythings so complicated
• kind.
• not annoying but not too distant either

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

• future
• friends
• family
• how i hate the cta
• boys
• things to remember to do
• oklahoma

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:

• wash face
• brush teeth
• turn on heater
• set alarm

FOUR things you see right now:

• trash from dinner (flash taco)
• my comforter
• my coat
• my phone

THREE songs that you listen to often:

• Haven’t Met You Yet - Michael Bublé
• Low Rising - the Swell Season
• @!#?@! - Motion City Soundtrack

TWO things you want to do before you die:

• See the Peter Pan statue at the Kensington Gardens in London
• Fall in Love.

ONE confession:

• I want be back to the place where everyone i love resides. hopefully sooner then later.